totally changed :'(

first of all -----> ASSALAMUALAIKUM :)

lahai , blog dah berhabuk ke? belum lagikan . tapi dah lama jugak tak update.hee. sorry kay,i might be busy for  this year because this year imma spm candidates . hoorayy~ ( i'm not ready yet )
lalalala . ape2 sahaja la . macam mana nak ready kalau asyik2 mengadap lappy ? i think it's time to change syamin . change ? okay berbalik pada title .kenapa totally changed ?? kenapa kenapa ? hmmm , i am totally changed :( <---- kenapa sedih ?

yelaa , changed to worst . teruk ke? tak lah teruk sangat . a little bit . negatively than positively . errr , how come i'm become liddat ? tak tahu la kenapa macam ni.tapi changed dekat sorang person tu laa.bersalah sangat dekat dia.why?dia penting bagi myn.tapi kenapa i've to stay away from him.banyak sebab tertentu myn perlu buat cenggitu.orang kata ONLY GOD KNOWS.so, i dont mind if he got it wrong decision yang myn buat.seriously talking,it is for our goodness.but sometimes myn rasa macam ape yang myn buat tu just for my own benefits.sorry sayang .mintak maaf sangatsangat . i do , i do think about you, your feelings. but how come haa ? i'm not that strong . 

kalau lah awak boleh baca hati myn, tak perlu dah myn nak cerita apa semua ni. dan mungkin awak boleh faham ape sebenarnya myn maksudkan.hmmm , dalam dilema . saya pegang kata2 awak 

"just think about this now as we come to an end.the decisions you have made will come back to haunt you" 

mungkin lah kan . so , terima kasih untuk itu . tak tahu lah ayat tu untuk siapa. but who else kalau bukan myn . ntah lah weh .so , you're now changed . nampak sangat . hm , salah aku kan ? kenapa aku nak sedih ? aku yang mintak . so terima je laa . it's karma law . so the end of this story . i'm not ready at all to accept this fact . honestly sayang , i'm afraid of losing you :'(

what goes around comes around